i used to live here

but now you can find me here:

http://undercoverfootsie.tumblr.com

have your cake and eat it too

too much to remember

i feel a lot wacky and out of my mind this week.

got back from a 5 day whirlwind [DC - NYC - Philly - NYC - Boston - L.A.]
and have had 4 days to recoop before a 3 day extravaganza [in San Francisco].

can't stop. won't stop.

just wish i could stop with this damn office space. that's all.

goo gooo gadget everything. BOOM!

music video: local natives "world news"

spot me.

crap.

i forgot what i was going to say.

pros and cons of balloons.

i keep shaking myself awake in the middle
of the day. daydreaming as usual. daydreaming about
getting back to my comfort. waking up to realize that, again,
he's off on tour. i'm feeling a little bit hazy.

i guess it hasn't hit me.

after 3 weeks of trying to soak up every second of
energy, + love,
[while still resuming as usual]
a weekend in the hot desert (overwhelmingly)
strengthened /
expanded /
bloated
my heart.
[my hands] my grip.

it all feels like those balloons on strings at the festivals...
going with the wind... individual
balloons.. holding up that string..
holding up each other.. out of line, but always in a line.
just when i think i've got a handle on it... the wind shifts.

but there is more good here than there is in a balloon.
(balloons liter the earth. they explode. they make your hair frizz.)

here balloons inspire.

they say it's gonna rain.

The trouble with weather forecasting is that it's right too often for us to ignore it and wrong too often for us to rely on it. -Patrick Young


To be interested in the changing seasons is a happier state of mind than to be hopelessly in love with spring. -George Santayana


Weather is a great metaphor for life - sometimes it's good, sometimes it's bad, and there's nothing much you can do about it but carry an umbrella. -Terri Guillemets

i say, i'm tired of trying to plan ahead. impossible. perfectly impossible.